it was a sharp stab in mine heart when ii saw d pic.
mine mind went TOTALLY BLANK;
ii started shivering ..
ii had t experience this feelg once again.
it was hell.
ii couldn't cry ..tears wouldn't come
ii wasn't in d right state of mind.
ii was in a daze.
mine m0od was TOTAL bad.
no one could help cos it was so real.
right there IN MINE FACE.
ii manage t slp on d sofa with d tv on ..
ii decided t go t bed nd slp; but ii couldn't.
he was online nd ii got mine explanation.
dont ask my why . but ii trust him
call me dumb ; stupid ; naive.
but ii trust him..
if it's only hurt that ii get, then ii deserve it.
ii dont want pepo t condemn him.
as an outsider's view, they are only seeing d surface.
they DONT KNOW/UNDERSTAND him.
ii noe it's ridiculous sometimes .. but ii ch0ose t trust him
ii trust that he wont lie t me.
ii trust that he is real.


got back cmaths test.
ii PASSd! omg(- -
d test ii mentioned ii reck0nd ii'l onli score at MOST 1o when d paper is upon 2o?
YUPs
that is d one.
ii scored 11/2o!!
more than ii expected! nd d thing is ii PASS :D
hehes.
yeahs, kinda happy.
me nd joy keep congratulating each other ;HURs
aniwae year1 is endg soon ..
ii hope ii reali pass nd hope can pass well.
ii wanna b in d same class as joy.
PLEASE*
ii reali hope yeah ..


ii bought formal tdaes.
ii bought top nd heels.
left bottom; pants? yeah ;ii wanna buy webcam tml!
went t j8 nd see ..
ALL SO EXPENSIVE!
but ii wanna get one arnd 3o+?
GOOD nd CHEAP please.
yeahs ..
ii wanna webcam with him ; joy ; sijie ; sandi ; nicole ; EVERYONE!
:D


tml no skool.
doing iiso proj in mine hse(:
meetg sandi after her class <33
simlim(webcam) here ii COME!!


ii will b fine .. dont worry