Sunday, February 26, 2006
we were on fone ydae.
it was suppose t be nice but not reali.
ii was quites sad.
ii listend t his voice nd every word seriously.
how ii missd his voice ..
iim alr forgetting that voice.
iim scared.
ii fear that ii will forget what ii rmbrd.
nd esp his voice.
ii dont want t lose this ..
he dont know all this.
he dont know how much he means t me.
how much ii yearn for that assuring hug from him toos.
someone please tell me what t do ..
;c
ii reali miss him alot ....
but iim still glad we got d chance t be on fone.
ii was suppose t give him g0odnite kiss; but ii din.
he kinda sh0ckd me ..
ii wantd t surprise him tdaes.
c0r him nd give him bf0r he sleeps.
but ii dont tynk it's possible..
he's angry nd ii dont know why.
nd rejectd mine call just now ..
iim worried.
ii feel lyk calling him agains laters.
but iim scared that ii'l b too irritating ..
nd that he's still angry at this moment.
hais.
ii still cherish every moment.
although we chat everydae; but do uu noe how much ii yearn t see uu ..
despite me being scared toos.
but ii still yearn t see uu..
for seeing uu gives me that security; that assurance that uu r there.
can ii have that hug ..
that makes me feel that uu r there.
ii reali love uu ..
;c