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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

after much hesitation .. ii c0rd him
n0t surpised, he was reali gaming.
ii askd him f0r c0mpanion.
he said he saw mine messages but his hands were too busi t reply
yes nd ii wasn't surprised toos.
compared t his only entertainment, he cant afford t lose.
yet ii was happy enough that he talkd t me.
we only chattd for 2omins nd hangd up ..
ii tynk iim crazy.
ii tynk iim mad.
ii tynk iim insane.
why would ii yearn for someone so much..
NOPEs, t be exact ..
why would ii yearn for HIM* so much.
ughs
t0kg t him makes me feel d situation ain't what ii tot it was.
but then agains, hu noes what he's tynkg nd what's happeng ..
ii just want his companion nd assurance that he's there.
just so lil' that ii ask for ..
nd agains, such a trivial thing, it's hard t achieve sometimes.
afterall ..
it's all bcos HE is who ii love<33




are you aware of how much you complicate me?
and are you aware your words suffocate me ..
uu know ; uu don't know ..

Waking up from this nightmare .. How's your life, what's it like there? -- 11:20 PM