CG is SUPER CUTEs alrights.
drinkg nd eatg peanuts ; scratching stomach ; talkg crap online ; chiong anime.
haa xD
it's been l0ng since ii last chatted w him .. he's g0t a d0g recently
hmm.. not him, his sis.
but seems like he's d 0ne taking care of it nd all ..
ii can t0tally see he's damn c0ncerned b0uts d d0g ; like SO HAO.
but d d0g keeps barkg non-st0p making him pek chek .. llols
oh nd d super CUTE thing is ; d d0g st0pped barkg when he said he's g0na go sleep.
mayb it's pure c0incidence but that's cutes (:

went outs w sandi tdaes.
went United Square t ask b0uts d kitty j0b, think sh0uld b w0nt get it.
slacked at gl0betrotters for an h0ur f0r peii's break t end ..
saw evelyn there ; her hair sh0cked me laa.
pr0ceeded t j8 but b0th d t0p ii want cant b f0und at gi0rdano nd f0x.
kinda turn off so we just rand0mly sh0pped ar0und ..
pr0ceeded t t0apay0h nd ii b0ught d l0ng sleeve black t0p instead of d f0x one.
acc0mpanied dee t wats0ns nd headed h0me.

ii g0t so many WANTs now.
t get mine hair cut.
t get d bags ii ordered w nicole nd jocelyn.
t get new mascara.
t get double eyelid sticker at DAISO.
think that's ab0ut all ..
mine expenditure for next m0nth will b high alr.
getting a haircut ; making new c0ntact lenses ; buying bus c0ncessi0n.
pr0bably ar0und 15o+ n0t even including all0wance mine mum have t give ..
need t be thrifty nd save up.

haven't g0t mine timetable yets ..
ii reali h0pe ii get into ENC nd n0t ECT like what mine ch0ice was.
nd get into same class w s0me0ne ii kn0w.
ii reali h0pe for AT LEAST ONE PERSON ..
that's d reas0n why ii ch0se everything totally d same as j0celyn, h0ping we w0uld be in d same class.
even if we'r n0t in d same class, being in d same CDS also is a c0nsolation.
it's damn sucky t be al0ne in CDS.
this sem ii g0t jiefang t thank f0r nd n0t t f0rget j0lene, qianting nd yanleng.
if n0t f0r them ii'd have n0 friends there yet nd be so damn afraid attendg CDS lessons.
thanks real loads(:
briefg 0n d 19th of 0ct .. so damn lame
ii w0nder what they wanna sae agains.
they always repeat what they sae nd it's s0 damn b0ring.
taking up 0ur time nd letting us go after d n0nsense they said =.-x
having me travel 45mins j0urney just t listen t them crap ; hurs.

sch0ol's starting in a week plus time.
ii w0nder what changes will there b n0w ..
ii t0tally dread sch0ol, ii think n0t 0nly me, everyone is.
we have t0o l0ng h0lidays sudden having that freed0m after that freakg stressful period.
uu w0uld b l0st nd feel too free for ur own g0od.
feelg time passes damn sl0wly nd then it start t pass fast week after an0ther.
then it's time f0r sch0ol agains.
d part we all hate ..
it's n0t reali ab0ut sch0ol but ii just think it's c0s we have slack f0r t0o l0ng.
suddenli taking away that freed0m nd slackness,
just like suddenli taking away all d burdens nd stress away when uu'r so used t it.
but then again, wh0 d0nt want a l0ng h0ls yeah?
like d usual, c0ntradict0ry lies.

iim scared n0t being able t c0pe w sch0ol work.
last sem really drained all mine m0rale.
mine pr0jects are all c0pied fr0m mine friends ..
nd having t say that, ii totally have great friends.
nd ii reali l0ve them (:
ii want t be partially independent next sem, ii still need them w me ..
ii want t be able t do pr0jects on mine own w some help they give.
ii want t understand d m0dules nd n0t b lazy.
ii h0pe ii w0uld b able t do thats ..
at least d0nt let me l0se h0pe like ii did last sem.
having no morale nd m0tivation sucks big time.

iim feelg so tired.
ii just want n0rmal r0utine sleep ..
being able t sleep nd wakie at d time ii want.
till sch0ol starts then let mine cl0ck b adjusted.


ridiculous uu.
uu always left me there during weekends nd come back during weekdays.
sound so pathetic, ain't?
mayb uu dont even realise it ..
whatever it is, ii think ii dont deserve this torture.
th0ugh it's sweet when uu'r nice but cant uu just be freakg consistent?
guy can be faithful to one .. t me ; THANKs.
being contradicting for saying girls are that but except me ..
no such thing?! or maybe there is .. but thanks t0o.
but s0meh0w, ii just d0nt like this.