iim gonna be so dead when sch0ol reopens.
have been having a hard time falling asleep then waking up damn fuckg early again
0nly able t fall asleep at 6 nd waking at 9 or 1o?
uu d0nt kn0w how t0rturous it is ..
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if this c0ntinues when sch0ol starts,
ii think ii d0nt even have t sleep at night.
oh nd h0w great is that ..
speaking ab0ut sch0ol ; time-table's n0t 0ut yets.
ii seri0usly h0pe at least there'l be s0me0ne w me.
ii think ii'l die if iim al0ne ..
fuck that ; uu sure make al0t of friends very fast d l0h.
DAMN, it is? so NOT.
so uu think it's easy f0r me but hell NO.
it's so hard t start especially having such fuckg l0w self-esteem.
d0nt say being pretty/hands0me dont help .. it does
iim feelg so utterly pek chek n0w cos iim awake like DAMNit.
iim n0t even not NOT tired ; iim FUCKG TIRED.
just l0ok at d pathetic time ..

ii think ii fell into it again like WHAT-THE-FUCK.
ii start t doubt whether ii really n0e what ii am doing ..
nothing seems t be.
ii just seem plain STUPID t me
ii fuckg hate t live nd fuckg hate d way life goes.
so what if ii noe that's life, nothing gets better.
n0eing s0mething means n0eing n0thing at all ..
d more ii see, d lesser ii noe.
ii learn t seem fine when iim actuali not,
nd ii learn n0t t say anything when s0mething g0es wr0ng.
everything's a facade.
every0ne have their pr0blems .. nd n0 0ne c0uld help except them
d0nt uu kn0w h0w it feels?
everything just cramp up in d head nd w0nt go away ..
they just stay there whether uu want it or n0t.
seri0usly fuck human nature.
people just regret 0nly after realising what they l0st was hella imp0rtant
nd people just repeat their mistakes ; a leopard can ner change its sp0ts.
but we never learn, nd we never will, even when we get hurt.
ii think iim rantg t0o much .. mayb things weren't that bad afterall
ii just h0pe for a day things aint that bad.


still, life goes on ..